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call me selfish.
i hate it when everything just becomes my fault. i may not be the most introvert or quiet person in the group, but that doesn't mean that i'm in charge of everything.
and i hate it even more when it comes from you.
and i hate how you try to make up for everything. why bother? you simply didn't have to.
you don't have to answer to me for anything, and everything.
i think i've gotten quite used to my life, this way. just keep it as it is. it's hard for you to stand on the periphery and you can't handle it. so just don't try.
i would love to tell you that i understand everything. but i simply don't. as much as i try to persuade myself that i should.
i'm sorry that i'm back to living the cactus life. my thorns sting, and it'll be better for you to leave me alone. this is the best way to protect myself.
i'm sorry if i sound selfish, but we all have to be selfish sometimes. altruism just doesn't work here, today.Labels: kaleidoscope
group1 soared @ 17:13
xoxo