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yet another hazey day.
it's been a pretty LOUSY week.
the first two days of the week were good! i slept at such an early time that i didn't even know exist ever since the days in hall began. and sufficient sleep = a very awake me which accounts for greater efficiency in tutorials and lectures, which is positively good!
the subsequent days were pretty rough. gotten back my Psychology test grade and it's totally depressing. ): had a very rough training where i ended up with a bump on my head and slight concussion. and a couple of pressing deadlines here and there.
the saving grace of the week is night cycling with the hallmates. the tuition session was cancelled so i signed up for it at the last minute! i enjoyed the breeze against my face. i enjoyed the speed from the peddling. i enjoyed the silence when we were all in a row. and i enjoyed the company, without much words exchanged.
we cycled down from the west, past Lau Pat Sat and the ever familiar river, finally down to the east. the places in the right sequence, but at a wrong time frame. it was so surreal that i thought i saw the silhouettes that once were appearing right in front of me. time flies and things change. but some never do.
ended the event with nice sunrays at the Bedok jetty with the peeps who made it through with us. i enjoyed myself! (:
rushed down for a short last session of tuition where i struggled to keep my eyelids open. i'm officially unemployed! but i think i do need that extra time off my Fridays and Saturdays! and so they say, blessings in disguise do happen. (:
rushed back to school for the teamNUS awards ceremony where we're supposed to support our seniors in. felt kinda silly moving from my formal wear from hall to UCC which is like five busstops away. haha. the entire session was kinda boring and i, being the pro, "fell asleep immediately when the speakers started their speech and woke up to clap upon the end of their speeches" , as quoted by the teammates. (:
and i'm back in hall now. 'cause i'm way too lazy to drag my weary self back to the other side of Singapore again. i don't want to travel around Singapore in a day! but it's so quiet now! Veron just went home and Diana is still on her way back. am kinda worried about keeping my door wide open but at the same time, i don't want to be constricted in the small space of my room. i guess one good thing about staying in this international block is that there is comfort in knowing that people are around during the weekends and if i scream, they will come to my help (hopefully!).
a new week ahead. hopefully it'll be a better one. (:
when i've found the strength to set my spirit free, maybe someday my heart will shine like the sun.
group1 soared @ 22:21
xoxo