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incredibly tired.
i never know that a person's limit can be pushed to so high. and i never knew that it is possible for that much fatigue to reside together in the same body, all at the same time.
it's Friday night. i'm half happy because it signifies a weekend ahead. a weekend without having to wake up in the wee hours to head to work. a weekend without having to rush out lessons and lessons. however, the other half of me is pulling my euphoria back simply because it's a Saturday after a Friday.
what happens when the things that you used to be able to derive joy from now seem so tiresome? have my thoughts changed? or have i been shoved towards that simply because i am stuck in a situation when choice is non-existant?
while passion grows, it diminishes at the same time.
i need to keep my sanity.
group1 soared @ 21:25
xoxo