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still around.
i'm not on an unannounced hiatus. neither did i get lost in Bangkok and never returned to Singapore. i'm just extremely occupied trying to juggle everything in my life all at once. don't ask me why but everything just seems to like to take place together, as if they plotted together to crumble me down.
i know my limitations and i know that i'm definitely not a superwoman. i'm not capable enough of a human to start off in the first place. and so i resigned from tcc. it's been two whole months! and i am starting to miss the people there. but i had to.
what's taking over is relief teaching. or rather what has taken over. started on the first day of this week. three days into it and i've experienced emotions i never knew existed in me. exasperated, disappointed and satiated all in three days. on top the "ease" of marking test scripts simply because it's all blanks and all i had to do was to draw a stroke through them and award a big fat zero. on top of rushing out lesson plans just before the lessons. on top of trying to act professional during the Computer Applications lessons when i've never taken that subject in my entire life.
"teaching's an art", as quoted by my HOD. and i do agree. will i ever get a good grade for art finally?
group1 soared @ 00:00
xoxo