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keeping fingers crossed.
had a impromptu dinner date with my dearest girls! (: love them loads! i love how we never run out of things to say. i love how comfortable we are with each other despite meeting up much less frequently. and i love how silly and fun we can get together! like falling off that bar in that neoprint machine! (:
O's results are out this Friday! if things goes the way they do as in past years, my results are probably gonna come out next Friday. and i'll still be in Bangkok. i can't be this suay right? God bless me! ): i want to enjoy my long-awaited blue sky holiday. and i want to be there to receive it too! ): ): ): i really hope it won't be released then! give me at least one more week can? ): i've been so suay ever since the start of the year. really really suay. the suayest i've been for the past years of my life. i hope it won't carry on for the rest of the year ahead. ): -keeping fingers crossed- very very worried about the results. ): how how how how how? ):
a little rant that i have to let go off. i do not need you to judge the nature of my job and whatever it encompasses. i'm perfectly happy with my current job and i think it's all that matters. even if you do not like this kind of job and will never be satisfied with the seemingly peanuts that i'm getting, please at least show me the modicum of respect towards me. and by using the word "please", i'm showing that to you also. for your information, i'm not getting paid peanuts. i'm getting enough to buy the things i want, to return to my parents for their taking care of me for the past years and still set aside a considerable amount in my savings account. besides, it's not all about the money, my dear. yes, monetary issues are often of much concern to everybody but it's not ONLY about it. as long as we earn enough to survive on, i think one can be pretty satisfied with it. and moreover, this is only a temp job! it's not as if it's gonna be our permanent job for the rest of our lives! it's more about how comfortable and happy you are with it. there's a quote that goes like "if you enjoy what you're doing, you'll never have to work a day in your life". i do enjoy what i do at work. i enjoy learning new stuff that i would probably never get a chance to. i enjoy meeting new people. and i enjoy the simple challenges of every single day there. i'm truly sorry if your job does not allow you to realise that. but hey, i show you respect for it! for being able to handle such a overwhelming schedule. and thanks a lot, but i absolutely do not need your simplistic judgement of my life. i'm satisfied with it and in my opinion, it's all that matters.
group1 soared @ 23:54
xoxo