20051223
the festive season.
Christmas Eve's tomorrow. don't feel the usual hype about the season though. probably 'cause my dearest girls are out of town! if you guys are reading this, hurry come back! especially you, Veron! i haven't seen you in like 5983 days! ): and there's no plans for the Eve. wanted to avoid the crowds and stay home to slack in my sofa, but i've got to work! ):
and i haven't had the time to write Christmas cards! except for the few which i've sent out! i can only write like very template-ish stuff? so i might as well don't write. sorry guys! someone please remind me to send out personalised text messages can?
i think i need some time to settle down with my new schedule in life. it's so different from school days! and even the usual holidays. i'm reverting back to my night-owl days, with all thanks going towards the night shifts that i'm working. i don't mind that but i want longer hours! hopefully after the two weeks they'll give me longer hours!
so it's gonna be the 18th Christmas of my life. i don't remember the first few Christmases and well, my family don't exactly celebrate this season. i guess the only time i started to really enjoy this festive season was when i stepped into secondary school? and ever since then, it's been with so many different groups of people. changes in our lives. i think it's a little too fast in mine. sometimes i feel that i can't even catch up with the pace of my life anymore. it certainly doesn't feel like i'm leading my life. rather, my life seems to be pulling me along. and sometimes i feel so stifled. am i the only one feeling this way? i don't know.
group1 soared @ 14:38
xoxo