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nightmares.
they've been plaguing my sleep every night. and my afternoon naps should i happen to take them.
the feeling simply sucks. the feeling of waking up to a terrible nightmare. the emotions from the dream; they're like so real? it's almost like you wake up with your fists clenched only to remember that you were holding onto something in that dream. and you wake up screaming only to realise that in that very last moment of your dream, you were screaming.
everything i've been running away from when i was awake, they come haunting when my eyes are closed. so i guess there's really no running away. i probably just stashed them away to some inconspicuous part of the memory. and undeniably now, they're still there.
now i know why i'm feeling so tired even though i've been sleeping a fair amount of hours. pretty decent hours, i must say. as compared to the past, at least. but that fatigue is still lingering around.
group1 soared @ 21:43
xoxo