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mid of prelims.
four days of papers down. three more days to go!
the past week was so hard to get by!
firstly, there was the pre-prelims syndrome! it's like the feeling of "omg-i-can't-remember-anything-i've-studied" and then you start fretting and then you lose confidence in yourself and you can't absorb the rest of the topics left to study. so then you feel like you're left with nothing. was suffering from that seriously. was on that slippery slope! until my friends pushed me back up on the sleigh. (:
next was incomplete revision. enough said.
p.s. i really do not like transition metals. although i loved the practical! but still.
and there was total lack of confidence. really. imagine barely scraping your way through for the common tests, promos and mid-years. seeing nothing more than the bare minimum on your results slip. how confident can you get? luckily i had faith in Him and my friends. but other than that, i really fell to it.
sighs. one week of papers down. and i refuse to comment on them. they're not exactly great, which is one thing i'm sure of. in fact, they were killer papers. but i feel slightly better 'cause i am to answer more questions. but being able to answer them doesn't mean i've answered them correctly. although i'm really praying i did. sighs. guess i can only wait and see. and work harder for my other papers.
oh yes! i wanna rant about my seats in the school hall. to digress a little, the school hall's fully air-conditioned! okay, stop laughing. i know it's not something amazing. but in my school, it is. and i get to take all my papers there! (: back to my seats. i love my J19 seat! that's like the GP and Maths seat. it's like in the middle of the hall and i'm surrounded by nice people! and it feels a little better to be sitting quite far behind. i don't know why. but i really do not like my other seat! the Physics and Chemistry seat. H1. it's like the first seat in the middle row? right in front of the invigilators? and the chief invigilator? and the worst part? the number of people sitting for those two papers are different for each class! and i still got the same seat! what luck right? hopefully my lack of luck in that aspect is made up for in those papers. -crosses fingers- yes, that seat is horrifying! all the invigilators who walk past will LOOK at my paper! so stressed! and they keep talking right in front of me! omg. and that chief invigilator for Physics practically screamed into the mike, which is equals to screaming into my ear 'cause he stood right beside me. and i think he broke my eardrums and chased out all my Physics knowledge. sighs. hopefully hopefully, there's such thing called Conservation of Luck! (:
alrights. back to mugging studying. so much more to be done! ):
group1 soared @ 22:32
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