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surfaced.
PW results back today.
my group did pretty well? yeaps. ones and twos.
should be feeling really happy right now. but i guess i'm too tired. or perhaps i just cannot bring myself to be so?
anyways, i'm just feeling glad. glad that i didn't screw it up even though the presentation was right in the middle of my lowest point of last year. glad that i didn't let myself down.
semi-finals today too.
Ying! you were really good okay? (: our screams were worth it!
hope she gets into the finals! am keeping my fingers crossed.
drained.
it's not the usual fatigue! not the sleep-well-and-tomorrow-will-be-better kinda fatigue. i can't seem to get energized regardless of the number of hours i'm sleeping. i figured that it is the -i'm-really-sick-of-everything kinda fatigue. yes.
i'm REALLY tired. give me a break even if you don't feel like i deserve any. yeah. even if you don't know what i'm going through, i just need the moral support. and not asking me to stop being such a loafer who's perpetually tired?
what you see is just the surface of a bottomless pit. one that is swirling and drawing me down.
i need a breakthrough.
group1 soared @ 23:59
xoxo