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sick.
i feel sick.
literally sick. the flu bug's got me again. it's the air. it's the classroom. that room 215. it just suddenly got me when i was having maths lessons there. and after i walked out, it got better. well, at least i thought it got better. went home and got some rest. and once again thought that i was okay. well, went to school today and i was down with the flu again. i felt terrible okay. left school after 1215. didn't have the energy and mood to go persuade the P and VPs to grant me early leave. they'll probably just ask me to rest in the sick bay 'cause they won't want me to miss lessons! "bring your medicine to school! you can't possibly skip lessons everytime you're sick!" they think we like to fall sick so much. they think health is not as important as studies.
anyways, took another long rest and here i am. the nose is still blocked. this is really bad. guess i was just unlucky to be born with an ultra-sensitive nose. i'll just have to live with it.
sick. of everything else. sick of this monotonous life. sick of the atmosphere. sick of all the changes that have been taking place.
i feel detached. is it just me?
i feel shredded. i need to start picking up the broken pieces of my life. and piecing them back together.
i want to feel better.
group1 soared @ 19:47
xoxo