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the eve of the eve.
i'm totally drained. must be that Maths test. oh man. I'M SO GONNA FAIL IT! )): the questions looked like they were in French! argh. i only have myself to blame.
and my eyebags are HUGE. i mean really HUGE. i look like i have teabags hanging from my eyes. i need to get rid of them! i swear that they're insidious! if i don't do anything about them, i'm probably gonna look like a BIG teabag! ahhhhh!
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"it's times like this when i think about you and i wonder if you ever think about me."
three months. three long months. it's really amazing how someone once so close to you can just suddenly turn his back on you and become a complete stranger.
i guess it's just a long learning process.
at times, i do look back in disbelief. so much has happened in a matter of that one year. so much that i wished my life had a slower pace. i'm missing much too many beautiful things in life.
and i do wonder. what if? what if i never gave him the benefit of the doubt? what if i never gave myself the courage the believe? what if i never allowed myself to take the chance?
and i've realised. in this world, there are no what ifs.
everything happens for a reason.
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simple conversations.
are they as simple as i perceive them to be?
just being friendly? or do they hold a hidden message?
i wonder.
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i want to be happy.
group1 soared @ 21:23
xoxo