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away from reality.
slacking away in the school library.
argh. i'm so tired. so tired of trying to pretend to be happy and cheerful. i know i'm not. my clique knows i'm not. but i'm grateful to them for their support. especially to Boo. he said no matter what happpens, there's 2 things that i should know. 1. i have to make a decision that i won't regret. and 2. no matter what the case is, he's behind me all the way. so nice of him right? my clique rawks. even Damien, the can't-be-bothered guy, asked me what happened. thanks guys.
i guess things should be okay to me. it's part of growing up, ain't it? i remember that in one of my past entries, i mentioned how we got to get our hearts broken to grow up. i've gotten my heart broken and i'm definitely growing up.
at some point, i take a step back and look at everything from a different perspective. i realise that i shouldn't let sorrow overcome me. life doesn't go well for everyone. i should be grateful that i'm in a better position than some others are. i know it.
but i guess it really takes time to move on. give me time to heal and i'll be back on track again.
AJC has decided to retain 32 students. can you believe it? it's the dragon year next year and they still wanna retain so many. i feel that the school should give them 1 more chance. let them have conditional promotion and make them come back to study during the holidays. they can always plan more studying sessions for those people. but ultimately, whether they want to attend or not is their decision. gives them another chance don't you think? the truly remorseful ones will understand that this chance is hard to come by and they'll really put their hearts into studying during the holidays. althoug there isn't much they can cover within that short period of time, at least it helps them get back on track. the ones who choose not to go will just be killing themself. then these people ought to be retained.
Mickey Tan! chance upon this blog, won't you? just give them another chance. you know getting retained is a terrible thing.
the bell has rang. time to get back to reality. i love my blog. this is the only place where i can truly pour out all my emotions.
group1 soared @ 13:19
xoxo