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three.
i'm a three subjetcs girl now. finally plucked up the courage to drop one subject. (:
don't know if i'm doing the right thing but triple science is really demanding. if i don't drop, i'll probably fail prelims and get retained. either that or i'll scrape through but still i can't maintain 4 As. so might as well drop now? i don't think i am good enough to maintain 4 As.
i think the courage really came after Ms Leow's talk. she mentioned about how 3 As was more than enough and all. she wasn't encouraging us to drop; in fact i think she very much wanted us to maintain. but i guess i'm just not made for it.
she was also a source of inspiration for me. i wanna be like her! if i can't get into Medicine, which is highly possible, i wanna try Science! major in one of the 2 sciences and i wanna go NIE! i wanna be a teacher! (:
and guess what? Ms Leow actually encouraged me to go teach in the third-world countries too! (: she's so far the only person who has done that. the others just laugh at my idea. ): she even gave me pointers on how to go about doing it next time. (:
she's really a great teacher! (: feel pretty bad about dropping her subject. but really, it's not that her teaching's not good. it's just that i'm not good enough. but she has really motivated me to work hard!
with only 3 subjects left, i have no reason not to work hard! Weishan is going to seek her dream of helping out in a third-world country! -pats her own back- (:
on a lighter notes, i've slacked 4 days of the holidays away. talk about working hard. other than attending lectures and doing PW, i practically did nothing. but nevermind. it's never too late! (:
argh. i sound so enthusiastic about studying. haha. (:
group1 soared @ 23:25
xoxo