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blank.
my mind's a blank now.
everything just seemed to have disappeared.
i wasn't ignoring you. i was just spacing out.
i wasn't not talking to you. i just didn't know what to.
i wasn't cutting off your phone calls. i was just too tired.
do you ever understand what i'm going through? do you even try? or do you even understand me at all?
i'm not even feeling anything right now. i just feel numb.
everything around is getting to me. the stress, the ton of work to be done and the need to do well. it's getting so bad that i struggling my way through.
do you ever understand?
where were you when i needed you the most?
group1 soared @ 02:31
xoxo