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life sucks. life sucks. life sucks. life sucks. life sucks.
today sucked.
ever had a time when you thought the things you did were for the better of someone else. but in the end it just didn't turn out that way? i thought i was helping. but in the end you got pissed off. sigh. i thought that we could avoid trouble by doing so. but i was wrong. maybe i should have just been less sensitive and left things the way they were.
next, i LOVE my new GP partner. -throws in pints and pints of sarcasm- i'm SO SO SO looking forward to working with him for the next 9 weeks. i CAN'T WAIT to work with him for the 6 essays, especially when he SLEEPS in front of Mitina Tan. i CAN'T WAIT to get screwed by Mitina Tan for handing in WONDERFUL WORK with him. when your life is in the dumps, your luck is really tough. 25 people in a class, 12 groups. thats 25C2, which amounts to 300 different combinations. and LUCKY ME, i got him as my partner! the possibility of that is 1/300. i'm so FREAKING LUCKY. i can't believe my GREAT LUCK.
Maths. as expected, i flunked it. ha. what's so amazing about failing stuff? i'm used to it anyway. i'm just another potential JC retainee or dropout. what the hell am i doing in a JC? and a JC with hardworking people somemore.
and you. yes, you! don't test my patience. for the last time, you don't belong in my life. stop trying to control me. what i do is fucking none of your business. stop asking me out for talks. save your time. and save mine. there's nothing to say between us. you can go stalk some other girls and leave me alone. since you're stalking me so much, you probably knows i have a blog. go on. read it. they're meant for your eyes anyway. and if you don't get what i'm trying to say even after reading this, i can say you're a total failure. get a life. stop acting like a wimp. stop saying that all you want is for me to be happy. you have any idea how unhappy you're making me? stop acting like you're so noble. you're not. you're stepping into my life and that's not a noble thing. think. waste your SMS-es on other people. call other people. i'll never reply you and i'll never pick up your call. i thought you were clever enough to realize that. i was wrong.
feel so screwed up. i thought i had you guys for life. but how am i supposed to meet up with you all if you all don't ask me? i admit i had been busy for lots of times, but you all just stopped it. i want to meet up with you all too. i want to sit down and chat to you all too. there's so much that i want to tell you guys about. but i just can't. i never thought that being in different schools would be hard. other people don't seem to have the problem. i think it's just ME.
how great. my life sucks to the core. and now i have 2 GP essays to complete in time for school tomorrow before my parents get called up. how great. i can't wait to see how badly i've done for my other subjects. i can't wait for the double GP lesson tomorrow. i can't wait for my parents to be called up. i can't wait for me dropping out of school.
i can't wait. my life is simply too GREAT. not.
group1 soared @ 01:41
xoxo