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the truth hurts.
but some things are better left unspoken.
it's been a little more than a year. and it's stopped. i'm glad in a way. i don't have to deceive myself that you're there when you're really not. you were so near but you were so far. i don't have to put on a smile in front of you. it wasn't easy to try to smile with a tear in my eye.
the fact that i can't stand it when people are too nice to me. i'm going to blame you for this. you've made me so independent that it feels weird whenever i can have someone to lean on. you've made me strong enough to withstand everything.
it's all about you. you're everywhere in my life. remnants of you here and there.
i need to get all these out of my life and i'll get over it.
it's all your fault. you, you and you.
group1 soared @ 02:21
xoxo