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i walked past some trees and their leaves were all over the ground. they've shed them.
a part of them is gone. just like how a part of me went away when you walked away.
i don't blame you. there's a time for everything and our time is over.
but i'm luckier than the trees. they lose a part of them every once in a while, but i only lost you once. and i don't lose all of you. i get to keep memories of the smiles and the laughter but i shed those of the hurt and the tears.
it's not that i didn't want to say a simple "Hi" to you. i just didn't know how to. i don't know how to talk to you anymore. there just seems to be this gap between us that is growing bigger and bigger. and i know it will continue to grow.
but why didn't you come over to say "Hi" to me? you said you were busy. busy. that's what you always say.
i'm sick of deceiving myself that i'm over you.
but i will be.
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group1 soared @ 23:39
xoxo