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can i keep myself in a state of denial forever?
time just passed quickly and so did everything else. it's been barely 2 months.
i feel so lost. like a little child who is separated her mother in the crowd. she looks up and all she sees are unfamiliar faces staring blankly back at her. she wanted to turn to someone for help, but who?
i don't know how to handle this at all. i can only laugh it off, pretending that it's not a big deal.
but how long can i continue to pretend? how long can i be in denial?
weishan, face reality! you've got to do something bout it!
sigh.
group1 soared @ 02:56
xoxo