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family day was pretty okay. the jogathon didn't seem as tiring as before. maybe it was because my class was singing along the way? lol. & that mr jae chia was giving us THAT look along the way. had our AJ breakfast with our senior class. didn't really get to interact with them though. we were just sitting around, 12/04 here & 12/03 there. but there was lots of food! = X sandwiches, hotdogs, nuggets, chips, drinks, apples, pears & our jellies! after breakfast we just practically slacked around. felt so sticky & stinky at the end of the day = X
oh yes, i had this really really bad nightmare last night. brudder boo says i need to tell lots of people so that it won't come true. i really hope so. okay, apparently me & winnie took our O's together last year. that's ironic, isn't it? she's like 3 years older than me? but anyway, the results came out & this person told dad that her daughter did very well. that man didn't specify which daughter. so when we went back to our schoold to get our results, it turned out that winnie was the top student for her school & that i did really really badly. & dad refused to talk to me after that because of my poor grades. i woke up in a cold sweat. goodness. i really really hope that that dream will never come true. *prays*
am feeling so apprehensive now. i don't know what my future holds. it's like i don't even know what course i should take should i go to a poly. i don't even know what courses at available at which poly. i really do hope to stay in a JC. JC life gets a little boring at times & it requires you to be really hardworking, but it's a place for those who are unsure of their future. like me. it's like my triple science combination now. the combination allows me to take medicine. should i drop either physics or biology, i can still go into medicine. or i can go into life sciences with chemistry & biology. it's like i can choose from different faculties. at least i'll have something to fall back on.
but look at it. there're like so many people wanting to get into medicine. where do i stand amongst them?
on top of worrying for my O's results, i have a chemistry & biology test on saturday to worry about. then i can worry about the physics test on tuesday. goodness. what a life i have.
group1 soared @ 21:15
xoxo