20060106
in a bottle.
talking really helps. at least i know i'm not the only one alone out here. and at least i know someone understands.
have i really been bottling up too much? i can't see myself. but i know that i'm not exactly someone who speaks my heart. i hardly open up to people with my worries and problems. i just don't see the point. i mean, why should i go bother others? if i tell others, it'll probably affect their mood and make them worried also. i would rather not. and even if i do, i don't go straight to the point. i just can't. i tend to ramble alot. because it really takes alot for my thoughts to be put into words.
still, it's alot easier to bottle up.
i've been spending so many late nights up. nobody's online anymore. but i do like the serenity of times like this. i like the feeling of being able to do what i want, being able to space my thoughts out and being free. it's like a different me that gets enabled in wee hours like this. and i quite like that. (:
group1 soared @ 03:59
xoxo