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answers.
too many questions. and in need of answers. but the question just seem to be hovering around. i feel disabled. ever had a time when you wanted to open your eyes only to find them shut tightly and when you finally pry them open, you're instead blinded by the white light ahead. this is how it feels. i need to clarify. but i can't seem to. and i don't think i'll get a chance to.
had a great night with my girls with steamboat at Marie's place. and we talked. talked about how we've changed from how we used to be back in secondary school. how we now tend to consider more factors as compared to the very simplistic ideas we had in the past. how we now tend to think about the complexities and complications of certain decisions in life.
is such change good? we often say things are always better if we look at the complete picture rather than just the outer most facade of what they seem to be. but what if it's too much of thinking? so much so that we're like apprehensive towards everything just because they may turn out bad. yet, if we don't look deep in, we may miss out certain points that can probably steer the situation towards a bad ending too. such contradiction.
too many questions. and seriously for once, i have no idea where my answers are.
group1 soared @ 01:39
xoxo