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from afrom the physics point of view.
i swear that my skin is radioactive. or at least my burnt skin. from that Sentosa trip. it falls off randomly and spontaneously. and its half-life is like 1 day? the burnt skin from my face, my shoulders and my arms have fallen off. i sound like a snake. haha. now my arm's in patches! different skin tones. and i'm sad. i look sick. ):
and due to its relatively short half-life, its activity is pretty low now. at least now i do not have to worry about peel-ish skin.
from the maths point of view.
i have a confession.
i haven't had any exercise for eleven days! ever since the lesson on last Monday. unless you count my daily marathon-ing to the bus-stop. or the flying to the train station today.
this is my stamina graph.
lol. it wasn't even high to start out with. and now it's near zero. and i did the most unexpected thing today. i got home after the maths timed practice, dropped my bag, got changed and went for a jog. ran around my estate. lol. i have no idea how much i covered, but according to Mr Low, its near 2.5km. i have reason to believe it cause i felt like dying along the way. and people were like staring at me lar! hello. what's so funny about me? i'm only wearing my orientation shirt and PE shorts mah. very funny meh?
anyways, it was a great decision cause i feel so damn good now! that adrenaline rush i guess. no wonder Mdm Tay advised us to go for a jog daily during our revision days. shall try to make it a daily attempt.
from the chemistry point of view.
looking back at the turn of events, it's really amazing how fragile everything was. like how everything that once was is simply a hollow tube. and all you need was a little squeeze and it will just crumble.
perhaps it's because we don't bare our hearts to each other. perhaps it's really a lack of something. something that i don't really know. something genuine? something close? something stronger?
it feels like a id-id bond. induced and instantaneous. when there is the need, it is induced. and discarded once the use is depleted of. instantaneous, that's how it feels.
is that how we apply chemistry in our lives? i do hope not. should they be weak bonds, i can only hope for pd-pd instead of id-id. but whatever it is, i do cherish my metallic bond, my ionic bond and even my H-bonding. if you get what i mean.
signs that i have been studying. (:
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i starting blogging at 2122. and its 2301 now. and oh my goodness. someone attempted to commit suicide in my opposite block. she was sitting on this air-conditioner from the master bedroom of her unit. and the civil defence guys were all ready to save her. the big balloon-like thingy was blown up, there were people trying to communicate to her from the unit on top and below, and this one guy was out on this other unit's air-conditioner. think he wanted to repell down to save her or something. there were like hoards of people watching it at the void decks, carpark and playground. in fact, anywhere where the unit is in sight of. it seemed so much like a scene out of a drama. so real that it was so scary.
after like twenty minutes, she finally went in. don't know whether she was pulled in by someone or she finally cleared her mind and went in by herself. but whatever it is, thank God. i was so scared that the worst was going to happen. thank God it didn't.
from the very last sight of her being carried away on the stretcher, she looked young and was carrying a stuffed plush.
and this leaves us to wonder. why?
hopefully her confused mind is already straightened out. or perhaps it will be soon. and let this chapter close and a new life begins.
life's indeed fragile.
group1 soared @ 21:22
xoxo