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more lamentations.
does disappointment come in packs?
i thought yesterday would suffice. i guess i was wrong.
the younger ones are around but look at the older ones? if you cannot make it, at least inform anyone of us. just deciding to not appear shows just how much a sense of responsibility you have. look at it. i'm not trying to be difficult or what. maybe you guys don't understand how it feels.
i hate this feeling man.
we want to make it fun. and easy. we try to go easy on everything. but sometimes, we really need to get back on track.
on a lighter note, there are like 20 plus juniors! i'm really glad. initially i thought they were here 'cause they thought it doesn't demand much commitment and all, which is totally untrue. but i guess we should just give them the benefit of the doubt. and yeaps, their enthusiasm in doing the tasks assigned put a rest in my heart. seems like there's hope after all.
i'm glad that i have my Uncle Agony around for me to lament to. yes. my endless rantings and lamentations. and he doesn't complain! and i guess i would have just died without him to help me pick up the loose ends and run the race with me. never really showed any appreciation to him. but hey! you know who you are. if you're reading this (i know you will!), thanks so much for everything okay? i'm really thankful for all the help! especially all the last-minute calls that you have to entertain for me! and meanwhile, we can continue to gossip. -grinns-
i seriously need a one week MC!
long long day tomorrow. shall grab some sleep before i concuss in school.
group1 soared @ 23:42
xoxo