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perspective.
"ask me if i'm okay, and i can say i am. but if you ask me if i'm truly happy, i'm not."
i don't even know what i'm feeling right now. my emotions are like strangers to me.
i don't know if i'm happy. i don't even know how it feels.
i hope i am. ((:
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met up with my Cornovii guys yesterday. yes, only the guys turned up again. anyways, they're getting their results soon. and that apprehension was in the air.
i felt excited and yet scared at the same time for them. i feel like i've been transported one year back! i remember that apprehension. my nightmare! the one where i dreamt that i did totally badly for my O's and my parents were disappointed with me. but look! it's been one entire year!
i feel old. soon it's be the A's results! our PW results! the one that i'm praying hard for. and soon it'll be the prelims and then the real thing! my goodness.
this is totally cliche. but time really flies.
i wanna go back in time. i wanna go through life once again. i wanna take time off to smell the roses. i wanna enjoy.
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that song brought me back.
i love the song. how true the lyrics are.
but at the same time i can't help hating it.
group1 soared @ 22:49
xoxo