20050116
all that happened.
barbeque at Victor's place with my Dagda DCs. ((:
went very late 'cause i had meeting at campsite. and the guys were so nice to cook chicken for me! especially YaoKun who was sitting by the pit and taking care of the wings for me. ((: 'cause i was late, they wanted to make me eat up all the chicken wings. know what? they bought 8kg of wings for 15 people? it was way too scary. tried to conquer the mountain of wings but i failed! haha. and we had ice cream float too! totally wonderful. :P
it's confirmed. i'm a retard. haha. Victor was showing me and Wenya all the card tricks he knew and i couldn't see through them! i'm so retarded. )):
and we played this game, Hail to the King, where we had to drink as forfeit. and one of the rules was no speaking in English! my goodness. i got forfeited so many times. my stomach is so bloated with carbon dioxide from the Sprite! lol. but it was a great game!
we caught the soccer match too! Man U versus Liverpool. haha. the guys' eyes were like plastered on the TV!
and we danced! Slam Dunk. so funny. before the rest left, we did one dance and the sight was so cute! haha. i love my Dagda DCs! ((:
slacked around awhile more with Victor, Leon and Yeok Theng before heading home. ((: i enjoyed myself! ((:
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sometimes i don't know what's gotten into me these days.
i'm like mood-swinging like it's nobody's business?
i'm cranky, snappy and easily irritated.
what's wrong? i don't even know.
i want to go back to my old self. but i would be putting on a facade if i do now. i know i'm not.
i guess it's just that i miss everything we had. i miss the times. i miss the places. i miss you.
i know i've been keeping myself busy to refrain me from thinking of you. i've tried. but there are times when it simply doesn't work.
but i don't want to.
i don't want to be reminded.
i don't want to remember.
how we were to strangers we are now.
it's real, right?
maybe i just can't accept it.
but i should, right?
maybe i should just let reality sink in.
and let it bite.
do you ever think about me like how i'm thinking about you now?
do you?
i know you don't.
group1 soared @ 01:08
xoxo