20041226
from the heart.
prata. caramel frappuccino. a couple of friends.
that sums up to a great night.
i really enjoyed the heart-to-heart talk. i enjoyed how we poured our hearts out. i enjoyed how we understood more about each other. i enjoyed how it bonded us closer together.
i used to compare myself with others alot. but i've realised that it's stupid. why do i compare what i don't have to what others have? such comparisons are blinding. so much that i didn't even realise that there are actually many other things i have that other don't have.
i guess i've learnt how to appreciate my life alot more.
"ma'am are you always that happy?"
a junior posted that question to me. and it made me wonder.
am i?
if i said yes, i know i would be lying.
my life isn't always that great. i have my ups and downs.
i used to always feel sad about the downs. i used to think that my life sucked. i used to hate my life.
but what's the use? what's the use of moping over all the unhappy things? what's the use of sinking to a self-pitying state?
i've learnt to step back. i've learnt to look at things from a different perspective. i've learnt to just let the unhappy things pass me by. i've learnt to think about the happy things instead. i've learnt to cherish the little things in life that make me happy. i've learnt that life is much better when you're happy.
of course i can't say that i'm happy always. but i guess i do try to keep myself happy.
why be sad and affect the others around you? i would rather be happy and enjoy my life with positive thoughts.
i'm not always that happy.
but i am happy.
group1 soared @ 23:40
xoxo