20041228
down down down.
down with the flu. AGAIN.
my immune system is like down ever since that cold Christmas morning? argh.
it's the last week of my wonderful holidays. i don't wanna be sick!
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sometimes i really feel like ripping my nose off.
school is starting in a few day's time.
i'm so not looking forward to it.
i don't want to go back and face the competition.
i don't want to go back and realise the fact that i'm way behind.
i don't want to go back and struggle through.
i feel so stupid. i feel so stupid amidst all the brainy ones in the school. i feel so stupid struggling to pass my exams when others just breeze through them. i feel so stupid being in there in the first place.
i feel like i've wasted one year of my life.
i think i'm just not made for such education.
two months just went by in a flash.
i kept myself busy to keep me from thinking. now i'm going back. and there's no running away from everything.
i don't want to.
i'm tired.
group1 soared @ 23:17
xoxo