20041031
wasted heart.
your words really hurt. you really can bear to give everything up just like that? you're even walking away without telling me what is it that i've done or i've not done. i want to listen to what you have to say. is it me? or is it you?
you brought me out of that pit and now you're throwing me back again. you said it will last forever. but why are you not even looking back when you want to let go now? everything is so sudden. what happened? you really don't love me anymore? nothing bad has even happened. it was just the exams period. just a test of time.
every second is really passing by very slowly. you don't even want to give the both of us a chance. we used to do that, didn't we? nothing cannot be solved. we just needed to talk. but now you're depriving us of that chance. you don't even want to say anything. and you don't even listen to what i have to say. you don't even want to see me. it really hurts.
you know i still love you. a lot. my heart has never been away from you ever since that very first day. it has never strayed. what have i done wrongly?
maybe you can say i'm silly. or maybe i'm a fool. but i will wait till the day you will give us a chance. i'm not asking for much. i just want to talk. one day, one month or one year. i will wait. you know my heart is always with you.
i've held on for so long. and i will continue. i want to do what i can. it may hurt and at least i don't want to look back and regret.
i want to know.
group1 soared @ 20:44
xoxo