20041026
escape.
every day's such a drag.
minutes seem to pass by slower. lessons seem to be longer. even my breaks seem to be longer.
perhaps it's just me.
i feel blessed when i have my friends around me. chatting and crapping, doing the usual silly stuff my class does. that's when i can leave the sorrow at the bottom of my heart and enjoy the times with them.
but sometimes, everything quietens down and the time revolves around myself. that's when i falter. when everything overcomes me and everything comes tumbling down. and that's the only time when i'm not emotionally strong. that's the only time when i just let go of everything.
then, everything stops moving. the melancholic music plays in my ears, and i get lost in the world of you and i. everything of the past. everything i miss. everything i've lost. the smiles and the tears. the dreams. the times we had each other to fall back on. the silly squabbles. the sweetness of them all.
the music stops and i get back to reality.
i don't want to. i want to submerge myself in that lost world. i want to run to the melancholy of the songs. i want to escape from reality.
group1 soared @ 19:38
xoxo