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days.
a few days.
how long is that exactly?
Joan says at least it's only for a few days. but i guess i know it means more that just that. nothing's gonna be the same anymore. the few days are not going to make any difference.
i don't know what to do anymore. i know i can't expect anything more.
you know what? it's no longer your answer that matters. it's your answering. it's no longer the words that you say that matters. it's how you say those words.
i want to keep myself occupied. i want to spend time on doing stuff other than letting my thoughts drift away. i want to keep myself in denial.
i want to run away.
group1 soared @ 19:55
xoxo