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this place.
one of my classmates saw my blog entries and was shocked by the depressing tone. another felt that this place is the only place where i can talk about my sad stuff.
i laughed at the comment. of course this place is not only for sad stuff. i do blog about the happy things. but i gave that comment a second thought. i look through my archives. and i realised that it's actually quite true.
true enough, i do blog about the happy events in my life. meeting up with my friends, end of exams, shopping, winning unexpectedly and passing tests. but those entries belonged mostly to the past. most of my entries now are about how tired i am with school, the people around me and stuff.
is this really the only place where i can talk about such stuff? is this the only place where i can lament about school? is this the only place where i can talk about troubles? is this the only place?
i guess so.
life's been such an uphill climb that i can no longer find the energy to talk about such stuff to my friends. what's more, i'm not the only one who feels drained. i don't want to bother my friends more with my problems when they themselves have their fair share. silly me huh? you all might say that's what friends are for, but still. i just have a weird way of thinking.
so, this place will continue to be a place for me to lament, lament and lament. bear with me. i'm also praying that this slope of life will be gentler for me.
group1 soared @ 21:58
xoxo