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he's too nice.
yes. way too nice. i'm not used to people being nice to me, especially not in that sense.
it's giving me a headache. each time i think of how i'm going to handle this, my head starts to throb.
maybe it's stress from school. maybe it's fatigue. maybe it's just that things are not turning out the way i want them to.
whatever happened to the normal conversations we used to have? the ones without any underline meanings, the ones without him being so nice.
i feel so awkward.
haiz.
school is like totally stressing me out. everyone's feeling so sore everyday about the never-ending tutorials, the many tests to mug for, PW and the activities we have after school. days are just like a routine. a boring routine. school, back home, tutorials, sleep.
i need more sleep! my brain cells are dying. i can't think properly. and my mood-swings are getting terrible. argh.
you know what? they ain't lying when they say JC life is a struggle.
group1 soared @ 21:42
xoxo