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saw him just now. he still looks the same. i didn't say hello to him, and he didn't say hello to me either. i was trying so hard not to look at him in the eye. hai. we parted soon after that. but he sms-ed me. = ] he apologised for not saying hello to me. that's so unlike him. but anyway, he went on to ask how i was and how we haven't talked in such a long time. and guess what? i actually said that i missed the days of him suan-ing me. isn't that so unlike me too? so we just continued sms-ing each other. it feels just like the good old days.

valentines' day is just round the corner. this valentines' day feels different. for 3 years, he was my valentine. but this year, he's not. and he is never going to be. it feels so weird. i mean, normally i would be troubling over what to buy and then occupy myself with searching for the right gift. but not this year. i guess that's just another thing that i'll have to get myself used to. i wonder if he feels the same. i guess not.

hai. weishan, you got to move on!

group1 soared @ 01:45

xoxo