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i need to get black hair spray. apparently that teacher thinks that my hair is too brown and she wants me to dye it black over the weekend. what's her problem? that dye was like 2 years ago and it's not my fault that the colour refuse to come off right? felt so pissed with her, with the school system and with everything else. the teachers didn't even bother about my hair back in AMKSS. moreover, it's JC now. can't they treat us like more mature people? it's not like our hair colour will affect our studies. it's just gonna ruin the school image and that's all they care about right?

i have no idea why i'm feeling so pissed with everything else. i guess i just felt confused. suddenly felt so bad. it's like this sense of fear and yet a sense of guilt. i didn't say or do anything much, but it seemed to have mean that much. haiz.

and then there's him. i seemed to have been too busy to allow thoughts of him to come running back to my mind, or maybe i've really moved on?

argh. feel so confused about everything.

group1 soared @ 21:39

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