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got back my binomial series test & i did really really badly for it. i didn't study for it, but still i feel so inferior. maybe i don't belong at AJ. everyone else seems to be so clever & all. & everyone else in my class seems to have taken triple science for O's. i only took pure physics & combined chemistry & biology, so i'm like one big step away from them?& all the scholars are working so hard. when we got back our partial fractions test yesterday, she started doing all the other questions immediately. i was shocked. anyway, i pass that test! 12/16 back to being hardworking, i'm like not as clever as them & yet i'm not hardworking too. i seriously doubting myself.
but i guess the thing out of failing this maths test is that i know what i'm unsure about of the topic. so i guess i'm gonna work hard for my maths for now on. especially for that maths test on saturday. yes, it's Valentines' Day and yes, we have a maths test.
was feeling sore the entire day today. i guess it was partly due to that maths test & that i was trying hard to complete some tutorials. but above all that, i was feeling confused for the entire day.
i do believe that platonic friendships exist. when you have this really good guy friend, someone whom you can feel easy to talk to, crap to & gossip with, but suddenly, somebody else tells you that there is more to that seemingly platonic friendship. it's like this feeling of betrayal. okay, maybe betrayal is too strong a word. but it's really like how you two are supposed to be just friends, but that's not how it turns out? maybe i'm not making any sense here.
but i guess i really don't like how this kind of stuff always leaves this gap between people & how they can never go back to being how they used to be. there's definitely gonna be some awkwardness between them.
but anyway, i finally got all the V-day presents ready. went to town with marie after school yesterday. settle brother boo's present. = ] pulled ailin to J8 after eureka just now to get menghui's present. *beams* all the presents are ready, & that makes me a happy girl. lol. 'cause i don't have to worry anymore!
suddenly i'm excited about the gift exchange in my class & with our ex-8 Xian Guo Hai! = P oh yah, 8 Xian Guo Hai is now known as 9 Chen Gao = X robber joined us, so there's nine of us now! = ] wonder who's buying for me.....
group1 soared @ 21:50
xoxo