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as people get old, i guess we need lots of self-discipline to get on with studying. be it in a JC, a poly or in the U, i think that we really need lots of self-discipline. nobody's gonna scream at you for skipping lectures, for attendance is not taken. nobody's gonna constantly remind you that you have that physics tutorial, that chemistry tutorial and that biology mindmap to complete. you'll just have to remember to do them yourself. and during group discussions for tutorials, the tutor may not even notice that you've not completed your tutorial if you're lucky. so i guess it really goes down to your self-discipline. you can skip that lecture and not do that tutorial, but eventually you're the one bearing the consequences. during the lecture you have skipped, the lecturer may have covered something that contributes that much to your grade.
okay, i dunno what sparked me off to write that chunk of stuff. lol. but it's true, isn't it? = X
i'm terribly worried about my O's results. heard that they'll be out 3 weeks later. which means 3 more weeks to my destiny. i'm very worried that i won't do well, considering the fact that the physics and geography papers were tough. then i won't be able to stay in AJ. worst still, i can't get into a JC. and then i don't know what course i can take in poly. gosh. = \ 3 more weeks. *prays*
anyway, went out for lunch with Conifero today! was supposed to go for AJ ice, but the store was closed. i seriously think that we're not fated to have AJ ice. finally a day when we've all met up after school, and the store had to close. what luck. but anyway, i enjoyed the lunch! was at the table with xueli, huiwen, ian, shawn and shijie! it's been so long that i've actually eaten something with shijie. lol. remember that lunches during the orientation days were always with shijie, xueli and chieh ping. lol. i really really miss orientation days. so i'm really really looking forward to saturday! = ]
we decided to have another v-day present exchange in 8 Xian Guo Hai. and i got another guy's name. so now i have to think of what to get for 2 guys. it's mentally exhausting of think of that 'cause i don't really know them very well and i have totally no idea as to what they like or what they want. argh.
group1 soared @ 20:53
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