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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! = ]
this new year feels different. it feels so unlike new year. not much of a new year mood in everyone.
celebration at AJ was kinda boring. made jellies for marie, liren and my classmates. a couple of classmates were shocked to know that i made them myself. lol. the concert was pretty boring. only enjoyed the skit by the scholars and the CO's performance.
went back to AMKSS to meet up with the girls. really miss the CNY celebrations back in AMKSS, especially last year's. we had this little carnival and i remember that our class made quite alot of money. and all the other concerts. especially the concert when i was in secondary 2. = ]
this new year really feels different. my memories of chinese new year for the past 3 years have him in them. 3 years ago, he was involved in the concert, and i can still remember that song. 3 years ago, i was messaging him during the reunion dinner. 2 years ago, i went with the girls to buy v-day present for him after the concert. 2 years ago, i was still messaging him during the reunion dinner. last year, he was very nice to me during the chinese new year period. 3 years.
i really should be putting all this behind me, but i think it's quite tough. i was still telling the girls how i've gotten over him and all. but when these memories come rushing back, i really can't help but admit that i'm not. hai.
anyway, letting go or not, i'm gonna enjoy this 4 day break from school! rest is really difficult to come by and i'm gonna make the most of it! = ]
group1 soared @ 23:27
xoxo