20031220
i always say that i have alot of regrets in my life, but for now i'm gonna leave them as they are & never turn back... but now, i think i'll turn back...
it's the chalet tomorrow... i'm actually not the least bit excited... it's probably the feeling that it will the last time i'll be seeing many of my friends who've added colours to my otherwise plain secondary school life, especially the people that i won't be going to school with anymore, including him... it didn't help that i've just watched Love Actually, such a positive show about love being all around & just how sweet it is... love is not totally around me... i thought that prom night was the last time i'll be seeing him, & the naive me thought that i would have the chance to sit down & talk to him... even if we remain as just friends, at least i would have that last special moment to remember by, but the chance never came... so this chalet... last time to talk to him? last chance yes, but to talk to him? he'll probably be surrounded by all his friends & i'll be 20 metres away from him... well, maybe this IS fate, fate telling me to stop thinking about him... well... i know that everyone's gonna read this & start talking, but i don't care... it isn't everyday that a last chance comes along, so i'm gonna cherish it...
group1 soared @ 22:59
xoxo